My first drabble in english.. my english is bad bad bad.. so forgive me with bad english in whole story..


Only the bright moon that lit up the dark room, cold wind swept their skin. They are busy risking The heart for their last night. Sighs and groans sound decorate the room.

“Eggghhh..”

Let go someone you love harder than leaving them behind. But the person that leaving the one he loves get more pressure more than someone who left behind.

“Egh Jae~”

Their bodies are gathered by itself. No one have the heart to separate two creatures.

“I’m.. Yuuunniiee aaahhhh~~”

After a while the man spilled all over his body and fell on him. They tried to control his breathing together. Jaejoong moved his hand to Yunho’s back and hugged him tightly. His red lips touched Yunho's shoulder. Tears flowed from his eyes.

“Yunho.. Saranghae..”

“Nado saranghae..”

Only that words that came out of their mouths after a five-years affair. They already knew from the start what is their risk. One of them is going to be hurt.

“Yunnie.. tomorrow is your wedding day..” Jaejoong said with a sad tone

“Please don’t remind me Jae..”

Yunho tightened his hands into the man who he loved with all his heart.

“Yunnie.. Please.. Love her like you love me.. treat her like you treat me.. be a good husband and father for your future baby..” Jae bite his lips harder.

“I can’t Jaejoongie.. I can’t love another person like I love you..”

“Yunnie.. you are so lucky.. you will have a beautiful baby.. you will hold them in your own hands.. you-“

“Stop that Jae.. stop.. please stop.. Don’t hurt yourself.. please.. please..”

Yunho can’t stop his tears anymore. His heart hurt badly when he know his lover gonna be broken.
“I am sorry Jaejoong.. I am sorry..” Yunho kissed Jaejoong lips and sobbing uncontrollably.

“Yunnie..”

In a few hour  two heart must be separated by cruel fate. Want it or not. Live must go on.